I woke up this morning and suddenly remembered that I had a blog. It was a weird feeling until I realized that my last entry was August 22. I stared blankly at my page trying to figure out the smell coming from the kitchen until I snapped back to reality with an "Oh yeah. Breakfast!". While waiting to be called to the dining table, I stared at my blog site again and then it hit me, "Shoot! I am supposed to clean my closet today until what's left is a single pile of every clothing that I have and there will be huge space of sadness because that means I am out wardrobe for next year!"
I heard my sister starting to set the table when I had this feeling of excitement about wanting to write -- about everything, as in everything I could ever think of that happened over the past few months -- then I felt depressed because that would be super lengthy and that I was still too lazy and not in the momentum to type and then I thought, "Why only now?!" .. ahh! the most dreaded "why" question! -- and while I blame and pick on myself for not blogging anything since August 22 .. I had an idea. and of course, it was brilliant!
I heard my sister starting to set the table when I had this feeling of excitement about wanting to write -- about everything, as in everything I could ever think of that happened over the past few months -- then I felt depressed because that would be super lengthy and that I was still too lazy and not in the momentum to type and then I thought, "Why only now?!" .. ahh! the most dreaded "why" question! -- and while I blame and pick on myself for not blogging anything since August 22 .. I had an idea. and of course, it was brilliant!
This year, I am making one! (Hurrah!!!) -- my mind has been totally hyperactive the past few months, with work and all the random activities I had and its a shame that I didn't make time to write about it. boo me! Not that a lot of people really cared but because I thought I was not helping myself to achieve my blogger status. Haha -- and so this 2013, to achieve that, I'm going to do some serious blogging .. I repeat. serious. blogging (that's me with my serious game face on ei!).
Kidding aside, not for anyone else, not because I am pressured to do it, not because I want a blogger status but because It would make me feel good to do something that would make me happy and hopefully other people as well .. and also because even before my hyperactive mind gets even more chaotic with all the randomness I would want to express, I might as well let it all out through "the little girl who" and bring some peace and calmness in my mind for a few good seconds before it starts to get hyper again :p
So, there. I finally have a new year's resolution that I think I could fulfill and all of you, my 400 million readers (400 what?! where from?!) are witnesses to this declaration of commitment.
Let the randomness begin, so help me God!
Here's me hoping you all had a MERRY CHRISTMAS filled with love, happiness and peace and wishing that as 2012 nearly comes to a close may we all carry with us the positive spirit of the holiday season for a better, bigger and brighter 2013!
MAY ALL OUR RESOLUTIONS BE FULFILLED! :)
(.. and maybe. this can help to keep us motivated. haha :p)
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